segamat.x3

its weird.
but your amazing.
you seize to amaze me.
i dont know what this is.
yet i like it the way it is, or do i??

at times it urks me.
you know me soooo well.
i try no to let go, but the feeling starts to swell.
it gets bigger, you notice, it get smaller, you notice.
what the hell is this?!

so im going to pull a shihan.

-SEE cause when im with YOU,
its just THAT kind of LOVE.
the love that when i look at you,
you dont look at me, because its that shy type of love.
that i need you type of love, which makes us text each other constantly type of love.
that "why are you acting like that type of love?" cause i dont want to show you something, type of love.
its that i want you to kiss me, cause you know you want me to kiss you type of love.
that, "i dont wanna leave you" type of love.
its that unsurpassable type of love, because you give me too much love.
OR maybe its unsurpassable because i dont believe this is a normal type of love.
knowing that ive never been in this type of love, with someone else.
let alone someone like you, SEE cause i dont know what you think this is.
but this love is just THAT TYPE OF LOVE.
this is that segamat type of love, that unforgettable type of love.
that lets go on a long ass drive type of love, not knowing where we are heading.
yet it doesnt matter, cause when im with you the world doesnt matter.
yea, mmhmm, thats exactly this type of love.
its that type of love ive always yearned for, ive been scared of.
or maybe i dread it.
maybe its unendurable.
but whatever it is, ITS THAT TYPE OF LOVE i need at this moment.
so keep doing what you doing.
cause you doing it right.
&& i love your type of love, because its that type of love that puts me to sleep at night. ;]



*no i am not in love, i had the urge to write.