lies.

so as we sit on the bed.
we talk about the vacuous converstaions we've had.
which lead to the most interesting && pleasant scene possible.
we start to play, we wrestle , we hug, we kiss, & there it goes, your hands touching my clit.

THERE.

there you have me,
laying on your bed, touching me in hmm all the right ways.
&& once you start the touching,
the clothes start coming off.
the things i never once knew.
there are gone, no longer in my book of unknown thoughts.
i fell for it, there you go saying those words I L OV E Y O U.

YOU.

you loving me?
funny how ive never heard those words in my life coming from you.
but here i am, screaching at the top of my lungs.
while you slide inside me, saying those words,
with a bit of "dont worry baby, ill be gentle."
&& i... i... i let go

GO.

go of all my worries,
why?
because i believe you once again.
and as yours hands hold mine,
as you feel the tightness of my pussy,
i feel your penis, your penis throbbing against my insides.
a feeling never thought possible.
yet there i am.
&& in between the "ohhhs" && the "ahhhs",
my heart beats as something unimaginable.

WITH.

with your heart beating next to mine.
yet not at the same rate.
perhaps because we dont feel the same way.
& there is goes again...
"I LOVE YOU"
yet this time its softer, &&with a moan.
this time it made me believe it more than the last time.
cus see, you have me trapped in your vine of words.
telling me to give you ME?
yet how more can i give me?
when i just gave you me, EMOTIONALLY
&& now i give myself to thee, PHYSICALLY.
its like... like your the sweetest sin to me.
yet you want all of me?
am i not enough of thee?

is my body not made up to what you want it to be?
or is it that i care, i need you && want you.
so we arent on the same page here?

YOUR.

your going harder as i moan.
you ask me do i like that,& i open my eyes.
so with a soft "mmhmm" i respond.
& once i gave you that response i see the smirk on your face,
i close my eyes once again, to open them & see yours closed as well.
but as i feel this rush, this rush never once felt before going through my body.
this feeling in which i do not know what to do with myself.
a feeling unexplainable, yet so ravishing, something i want to stay, yet go
something i feel not emotionally, yet physically.
i know you know whats occuring,
&& thats the end of it.
you've filled me with pain,
youve filled me with pleasure.
&& you filled me with nontrue words.
you've filled with your....

L i E S .

lies in which ive been trapped in,
trapped in those vines,
those vines of words.
which i knew were so untrue.
however i wanted to believe you.
so there you have me.
PHYSICALLY
&& EMOTIONALLY.

FXCKING.

fxcking is over.
&& needless to say,
throughout all this time
while we were having intercourse
you have no empathy towards me,
nor any remorse for what ive given you.

IMBECILE.

imbecile is what ive been
thinking there would ever be a me && you
so as well put on our clothes, && give each other those funny looks.
i just want you to remember,we once escaped from ourselves in each other.
we once let our temptations get the best of us, && i let you ruin us, so there shall no longer be an us.