wowzers.

im tired of waiting to see you.
im tired of planning something with you,
and then it doesnt go as planned.
ever think it hurts?
did it ever cross you mind that i miss you tremendously?
obvisously it hasnt.

jared is the ultimate best guy out there.
i love him odee.
i swear if it wasnt for him.
my day would of been mega shitty.

call me emtional.
but my emotions for you are outta control.
i dont know what to do anymore about these feelings.
its killing me, i havent seen you in so long.
ive never felt like this about anyone.
and its getting to the point where . . .
where . . . my feelings . . . my feelings.
its a matter of I N D IF F E R E N C E.
it isnt what i want to feel, i shouldnt feel like this.
because your MY BABY, my boyfriend.
but i just dont know anymore.
i dont know how to tell you.
maybe this not seeing you thing has gotten to me.
but since i cant tell you because your "too busy for your girlfriend."
i guess writing this might help.=/

shiiittt meng i just miss you!!!!!!!!!!!