im blue dabadeedabadaa

i seen him.
im happy.^__^
he told me he misses me.
im happy.^__^
he held my hand and kissed me.
im happy.^__^
god im sprung.
but im happy.^__^


so it occured today.
i seen him today.
he made me happy.
&& he filled me with joy.
yet, im scared.
im scared it might occur again.
we will be distanced from each other.
we wont see each other for a while.
i dont want this to happen, he his life si completely different from mines.=X
while i go to school, he dances, its his life.
as well as its mine, yet i dont take it as serious.
why take it serious when your dream will be taken from you?
i was deprived from a dream, a dream in which i still dream of.
yet my baby's making it happen, he is doing his thing without anyone stopping him.
and im proud of him, im proud he is making his dream come true.
yet a dancers life is annoying, he has to practice, and go to auditions.
which is completely understandable, yet i need my time.
fck all these feelings, fck these thoughts.
ive been happy allllll day long and its all because of him.
yet. . .

i s t i l l m i s s h i m .<3333333