finito.

It ends here, blog is getting deleted. Asap.

you dont know

How much it hurts for you to tell me this.
While I worry about what happened to us,
You worry about that bitch,
While I yearn for your touch,
For your feel,
For a kiss or a hug.

You think about her.

Wrong.
Your a bitch,
I don't want to miss you.
But my emotions take over and BOOM I do.

Now everytime I close my eyes,
I see you.
Now everytime I pass by,
I feel you.

I yearn,
Yearn for you to tell me I love you.

But enough is enough.
I'm done with you,
I'm done with you,
I'm done with you!

Congrats.

you.

&+ this thing we have,its ridiculous.
You got me sprung,You got my head spinning.
You got me thinking shit I was never thinking.
But let me stop here, im getting kind of caught up.
Never seen this coming, but im more than with it.=]


But there's one problem,& your involved in it.
However I don't want you to be offended.
Your not my type, its not your fault.
I fxcked up bigtime, & these are always my thoughts ;;

still brainstorming ;
see the sunshine
but the rain still forminq
Pains getting stronger
cant really pinpoint -where it went wrong&& all i know is that
i shoulda seen it all along & Maybe I need a different
approach with me to find out how it really was suspose to be .
once again, its not your fault, its mine,
you are the perfect guy.
maybe not for me.
lets just let it be.
because you love me.
but i still dont know if i love thee.
your more than average,
your like a dream come true.
but i rather live in reality.






ahhhhhhhh what a day.=/

& it all falls down .

I've never been picky; Tho I ought to.
I've Never had a type, `Til I lost you .
Then I found you, but didn't want you.
Found your nightmares, now I haunt you.

Can't seem to quite put my finger on it
but you make it HARD for me to be honest
Stold my heart, && now you flawn it
Put a ring on it but now you pawnd it.

now all I have is this date
That reminds me of you
Now all I have are words
That define me and you.

you are the music in me.

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
Or do you fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed.
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say "Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music.
Before the song is over.

friends.<3 or not.

theres not many you can call a friend.

a friend whose there for you though the good times and the bad.

&& blah blah blah.

all that bullshit that the whole world has heard.

yet my friends, my friends are more than that.

my friends make me happy in my worst.

diss me when i miss em.

hug me when i dont wanna be touched.

my friends are my 911, there are always on call.

my friends make sure i get home safe even when im not with them.

my friends get matching tattoos, so whatever happens between us, we shall always remember each other.my friends shop together, party together and we cry together.we all become obsessed with a fictional character out of a book.we go to the movies and take up a whole row, and text eachother throughout the whole movie if we are too far away from each other.

my friends are way better than your friends, see cause my girls are some flyyy ass bitches.

lemme rephrase that, my friends are ZUMMYYYY FLY.

my my friends are international, see cause my friends come from everywhere you would like to be vacationing.

i love my friends.<3

they are more like familiy.

<333333

now lets get nasty. . .

um yea;

i cant impose.

&& being fake isnt apart of my flow

i wont entitle myself to a fictitious role.

i think our time is up like;tick - tick bLOW.

if you are to me what i am to you

then this means to us our friendship is threw.

no further elaboration no need for compensation

you can keep your heart -ye - i took it for granted

your methods are slanted;

so i'll be straight forward you died - to me ; hope you live happily inside of your insecurities for eternity.

see because bitches like you i serve a respectful plate of fuck yous,

with a side order os keep bangin` bitch !

segamat.x3

its weird.
but your amazing.
you seize to amaze me.
i dont know what this is.
yet i like it the way it is, or do i??

at times it urks me.
you know me soooo well.
i try no to let go, but the feeling starts to swell.
it gets bigger, you notice, it get smaller, you notice.
what the hell is this?!

so im going to pull a shihan.

-SEE cause when im with YOU,
its just THAT kind of LOVE.
the love that when i look at you,
you dont look at me, because its that shy type of love.
that i need you type of love, which makes us text each other constantly type of love.
that "why are you acting like that type of love?" cause i dont want to show you something, type of love.
its that i want you to kiss me, cause you know you want me to kiss you type of love.
that, "i dont wanna leave you" type of love.
its that unsurpassable type of love, because you give me too much love.
OR maybe its unsurpassable because i dont believe this is a normal type of love.
knowing that ive never been in this type of love, with someone else.
let alone someone like you, SEE cause i dont know what you think this is.
but this love is just THAT TYPE OF LOVE.
this is that segamat type of love, that unforgettable type of love.
that lets go on a long ass drive type of love, not knowing where we are heading.
yet it doesnt matter, cause when im with you the world doesnt matter.
yea, mmhmm, thats exactly this type of love.
its that type of love ive always yearned for, ive been scared of.
or maybe i dread it.
maybe its unendurable.
but whatever it is, ITS THAT TYPE OF LOVE i need at this moment.
so keep doing what you doing.
cause you doing it right.
&& i love your type of love, because its that type of love that puts me to sleep at night. ;]



*no i am not in love, i had the urge to write.